This past week had been crazy, I couldn't really blog because once again I found myself lost for words basically josh got me jumped, things were crazy and I was still in love with him!!!  :/ well two girls started texting my phone and before u know it hands were being thrown... *sigh *

Hi.  Feeling neglected or forgotten about, don't worry, you're still my number one. But I've been so lost for words I didn't even bother. This week I decided to venture out and make new friends, can't be stuck on yasmine forever dumb bitch I wanna kill her.  My new friends tierra dobs and Aaliyah.  I haven't heard the best things about them but, hey,we're all fake in my eyes

Sitting here in my fourth block better know as the worst class ever... for some reason I always think of age when I'm here after all my teacher is ancient and miserable... smh would I someday be old and miserable too? Shit I'm young and miserable

so this weekend hasnt really been the best weekend , but with all the crazy events that i wont even began to get into, i have a new outlook on life and the way things should be handled. sometimes you just have to say ahh fuck it , and say a prayer , because you may feel alone sometimes but their is always someone that cares about you , i know i have the best friends in the worl , excluding that bitch yasmine, and i can depend on them just to put a smile on my face anytime i need it.

Maybe it was just me being a girl but I have been in a terrible mood lately. All I wanna do is cry and it seems like nobody understands. Just like the episode of spongebob I'm watching, he just wants to be him but nobody understands that. Especially Ms puff, ugh I always hated her. Maybe I needed to change who I was and maybe people would relate and understand me better

Hmm

So to end today me and Josh are in the middle of an argument and I'm watching the VMA's... why can't I just be famous and not have to worry about stupid stuff like school and Relationships ? Well I'm just gonna day my prayers and go to sleep.  Because after all it is whatever... right? 

Whoa

It completley bothered me that everyone blew me. Off for yasmine so I decided to let them know one by one, I started with Brian. He was someone she met through me